Too Soon?

It looks like I let out my breath before I should. Like counting your chickens before they hatch. It seems I have a pretty good chance of NOT getting an extension of my unemployment. I'm a couple weeks short of the 20 weeks worked I should have. Which they can deny me for.
I'm sitting here trying not to stress about it, until I know for sure, watching HGTV. Couple after couple are moving into their new houses.....while I'm counting how many days I will have before I will have to move me and Baby J. 18. 18 days to get my crap in order, and figure out where we will go. If I can get the electric bill paid. 18 days. If it wasn't for Justyce, I wouldn't be half as nervous. She looks to me to take care of her. How could I let this happen? I truly was not prepared for THIS. I had it all figured out. We were going to be fine. I was so sure I had it all figured out. And, maybe I do......but, it seems less likely by the second. And, with no income, there aren't many options. I hope I will no tomorrow. The more time I have, the more I can plan. Wish us luck. I'm going to need it.