Do you think the people you meet are just accidental....or is it fate? I don't like to think everything is just left up to chance. How sad would that be? If there was no one out there meant just for you. I don't believe there is one person for every other. But, I believe there are a limited number of chances to find that someone. And, maybe the person you should have been with at 20 is not the one you should be with at 30. That isn't coming out right. An example. You meet the person you should be with at 20. Your choices send you in different directions. You meet again at 30...most likely, that person is not the one anymore. There is someone else better to meet your needs, and you, there's.
So, can it be both? Can you be destined to be with someone, and still have some control over the outcome. I hope so. I know I have made some terrible choices in my life. The only one I stand fully behind is having Justcye. She is my saving grace. And, I will never regret my years with Clinton. How can I when he gave her to me?
When all is said and done, all I can do is pray to make the right decisions now. I have more then myself to think of. I want to give my baby a better life than I have had. Now, I need to figure out how to do that. Soon.
Thats just plain depressing!
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